What goes around comes back around...
How do you right a wrong,
A wrong that is way too long....
How do you heal a scar so deep,
When you forgot the promise you were meant to keep..
Do you find solace in finding out the "why"
When you broke the trust so much that tears ran dry
The gnawing emptiness and the pit less fall
Now they don't matter when you ruined it all
You let go and thought you were in control
Just when you were deep in your rabbit hole
It was deep and end was nowhere in sight
Stooping to new lows with every passing day and night
Fate had other plans and saw through this mess
What you have done you will only confess
And so it came to unfold, the truth so dark and vile
Shattering the lie being dealt all this while
How do you face yourself everyday in the mirror
When you have forever been the sinner
You had it all and you let it slip away
If this is not blindness then what is I pray
How do you grow a conscience
When you have been like Janus ever since
How do you take back what can't be undone
When you need to win a heart that cannot be won
The road to redemption is uphill
I will keep trying with all my will
What I have done has made her "iron clad"
Maybe someday, even if it's my last, I hope I can make her glad!!